hi wendy. starting from like random musing to the paragraph after i think u perfectly put that same nagging feeling i experience into words! in fact i have been trying to decipher the feeling for quite some time.
and i think it very highly possibly could do with not having a passion because as aimless as my life has been the past few days/weeks/months, i doubt im someone who can live an aimless life. like when i was still fencing i just felt really.......fulfilled. i know its common wisdom to say "oh u have to learn to be satisfied with what u have" etc BUT im also scared if i start thinking that way i'll lose out on what i cld possibly achieve
are we thinking too much or is life really this complicated