eh i hate myself

i study until i lost my whole pencil box.i dont even know where i last left it.what kind of student am i ?

and my contact lens and money both inside my pencil box.even though it is only 1.50 BUT STILL IT IS THE LAST OF MY ALLOWANCE WHICH I WAS GOING TO GIVE FOR OFFERINGS.AND NOW I MUST GO TO CHURCH UGLY AND PENNILESS

AND SUNDAY GOT THE FREAKING CONCERT WTH

hiyah i know this is v v v v v v small thing but then i really very angry with myself i feel like dying and so stupid i m crying very badly

and just now @lfred never answer my questions also and the thing is he told another student to answer my question when i waited so long just to attend his remedial.so i got pissed and left.ok la i think he felt sorry also but then i was really v irritated with everyone and then i spent my whole day playing also and now i dont have pencil box dont have pens dont have pencils dont have calculator dont have erasers dont have rulers dont have mirror dont have compass dont have contact lens dont have organiser I WISH MY PENCIL BOX DIDNT STORE SO MANY THINGS

and i need to tell somebody but then nobody is online so i talked to my classmate but he needed to bathe and go tuition and HIYAH EVERYBODY DIE LA

AND STUPID SHIT DONT CALL ME CB WHEN I AM FEELING DOWN YOU IDIOT HIYAH DONT CARE LA GIVE ANYTHING YOU WANT I DONT KNOW DONT CARE HOW I KNOW WHAT SHE LIKES AND WHATEVER I AM TIRED OF FU YANING PEOPLE