i want my banana nut cereal

haha. omg e church pple r outside for weekly saturday meetings so i am really scared to go out even though i want to eat cereal v badly. unless i can find a way to do it without them noticing me. haha but unfortunately they r in e living room so i cannot do it unless i am harry potter haha. n my cousins r twins haha. i know if i go outside my uncle will say " hey jia!" v loudly n den "why dont u join us!" argh y is my uncle so pious haha not tt its a bad thing of cos. e church pple r like wow! super holy they call each other "brother" and "sister" which means i am sister gloris. i always feel v guilty( for lack of a better word) when i go to the congregation esp since i have not been baptised before so i cannot drink e juice n eat e bread! so i jus sit ard n smile like a goondu. n pass on e plate v quickly when i think no one is looking. anw another reason y i cannot go out is bcos i am wearing my maid outfit. i look like a chinese maid. haha. i think i got mistaken for one before but it cld have jus been my hearing but i dont think so