fugged up

its amazing how shitty the chem paper can make me feel. i was super numb after the exam. i went home and spent one hour thinking about all the STUPID MARKS I LOST during the paper and eating half a tub of ben and jerry's chunky monkey and wallowing in self-pity. cannot even say the paper was hard cos it bloody wasn't. it was very very doable but i 1) didn't study hard enough 2) dilly-dallied during the mcq 3) panicked when realised there wasn't enoough time and hence MAJOR SCREW-UP

i was counting on chem for A or B lor cos of s paper. now i wont be able to do any s papers, not even 1, and i cant go overseas or nus. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

it's all elmo head's fault. he kept walking up and down saying very easy hor very easy hor EASY MY BACKSIDE LA even if it is can stop distracting and making me panick QI SI WO aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh he better give me my s papers if not i'll threaten to let ching rape him. ching yu will help me right?

okay i have finished whining. good luck for physics everybardy.

oh ya i blame it on the twins effect too which didn't turn out nice. but gillian cheung is very pretty