do you know! do you know! how stressed i am over apps. my God. and speaking of God i have not been a very good Christian. DAMMIT. i was reading up on the admissions process and i tell u we all shld have started preparing for admission since sec1. and now i know how much of the process is influenced by factors like which majors are under-populated/how many donations have been recieved in a particular academic area etc etc HAIYA and of cos how much your father can donate to the school HAIYA. how much of getting in is luck i wonder...no matter how much you think you've prepared there's always this uncertainty that nags at you. it's seriously killing me OMG OMG helps helps i dont want to go to berkeley i dunno why either very irrational fear! but very likely i end up there helps helps images of mao zedong and v fobby people just keep appearing in my head
AND i cannot even begin to begin on my father. MY FATHER. wants me to. finish schooling by feb. and work until august in indonesia. firstly i dunno anyone there secondly i dont like it there (if my period of stay extends past 3 weeks) thirdly i do not even understand indonesian hello? you cannot just dump me there and say ok get to work! communication barrier maybe..