Sunday, February 19, 2006

hello ereybuddae THIS IS BRIDGET hahaha omg i realise i really v long nv blog here alr so sorrae so sorrae

anyway! yea haha as most of yall know i was undergoing a crisis of some kind which was really stupid cos it was really pointless but yay i will be okay! today i tied up/ cut off all the loose ends already.. and i will move on and go back to being my angstless self. soon la soon (:

IM LISTENING TO 不得不爱 NOW HOHO who wants the korean version get from me. v nice! (:

hmm yes i wanna thank ling char ching gloria and ninaa for being so patient w me even though i was acting like a pms-y hermit for like since the start of feb. and for helping me to get over what i shldnt have fallen into in the first place. hahaha my head knows vvv well that i shldnt cling on.. and that theres surely someone out there who'll treat me better (: but haiya you know this kind of thing sometimes cannot be explained one.. and woahh i know ive been really stupid but haha well i guess i got something out of this. jus give me more time and let my heart heal itself la okay HAHA YUCK BOYBAND LYRICS. can one can one (:

ahhh. haha ive felt so sad the past few weeks that when it finally ended today, i felt the whole suffocating feeling being lifted from my chest leh. and i watched the movie i wanted to watch v badly alr. a season for love go and watch v nice! :D:D v bittersweet ): haha aiya. im left w this abit 心酸 feeling now.. but with time it will heal. and i'll look back on this and realise how stupid i was. but i wouldnt say it wasnt worth it la.. haha i hope you all know what i mean. it did and still does mean quite alot to me la. haii hmm im kinda sorry and heartpain that it had to end this way, but maybe its best like that, that my heart got broken cleanly and completely, so i can move on and not linger on this. maybe one day, sometime soon, i wont feel any hurt anymore. then i can scold the 'knn grow lp on face' tgt with yall and laugh about it v happily HAHA

HAHA OKAY I JUST HEARD ABOUT GOD'S PLAN

anyway though i didnt say everything i wanted to say to him cos as usual i chickened out at the last minute even after preparing for v long -_-, i passed him everything i didnt give him before alr, so i guess that's that la. yep.

HAHA I FEEL LIKE IM RELEASING A PRESS STATEMENT. the rest of you who are bewildered its okay jus continue being there for me esp in the next few weeks.. i have a feeling i'll really need yall for the rest of my life alr haha (: I LOVE YOU ALL :():()

3 Comments:

Blogger mrpea said...

BRIDGET BABY! i am so super proud and happy for yu and i think i speak for the rest of the clique too. congratulations for GOH-ing!

5:18 AM

 
Blogger biRd said...

what is GOH-ing. is that a pun

7:12 AM

 
Blogger mrpea said...

getting over : )

6:31 AM

 

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