ITS HALLOWEEN! :D

HELLO HELLO GABBAG HAPPY HAPPY HALLOWEEN! gloria you pig i bet youre having alot of fun over there la haha PLS MAIL SOME OF YR CANDY BACK. and smuggle a cute korean into ur fedex package at the same time

heehee im so sorry i cannot go for the halloween thing at ling's place tonight cos BOTH MY NOSTRILS are clogged and i am breathing thru my mouth v laboriously and noisily so if tonight i go i think i donneed costume also can scare the kids. plus the rest of you will not be able to sleep in peace tonight

then again we could play heavy breather prank calls heehee :D

and so even though i slept v late last night i woke up at like 630 this morning cos i couldnt breathe. haha then after taking flu med i feel dem woozy now so i think i will fall asleep and choke to death on my phlegm later

well i was in a v good mood at first but after reading sth im not in a v good mood anymore but ohwell i donno the person is still my friend and maybe she doesnt see it the way i see it. ?

and on a separate matter now im even more disgusted with the person that berrie leong thinks is "cute" and I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND. SUPERLY ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY CANNOT. bessie im sure you know who im talking abt. there's only one person like that

haha ok i know yall donno who im talking abt in the earlier paragraph but i cannot elaborate cos i donno who reads this thing and i donno how to set my profile on private -_-. HEEHEE BUT IM SURE YALL KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABT when i refer to the berrie person omg this is vv mean but i donno after all this and some other stuff i found out i wish he could just get eaten by some halloween ghost and get digested properly so he wont be able to return to haunt this place

AIYA IM RANTING ok im very angry now >:( how come got all these weird weird and extra things which I REALLY COULDNT CARE LESS ABOUT to keep bothering me. and im kinda sad too ): woah dabian la how come what i really want to work out nv works out. haha i sound like im talking abt exercise. EH MY THIGHS I WANT YOU TO WORK OUT

haha im ok la just abit moody i think cos of my flu and flu med and my 大姨妈 and some other things. and im feeling kinda lonely and abit in need of company but cos im not really in any state to go out then haha ya. plus i havent washed my hair for 3 days haha BUT EH I DONT FEEL ANYTHING LEH not even mild irritation or awkwardness :D omg ling i think im catching up

oh oh i cannot wait for kbox on friday! and can we pls go out sometime this week i v long nv hang out properly with yall alr haha. or jus go someone's house to rot the day away. BERRIE CAN GO YR HOUSE I V LONG NV GO UR HOUSE ALR. in fact since mpp in sec 3 hahaha

why is my life like that ah haha its abit sad but i think i deserve it cos i dont trust god enough even though he's supposed to be the first one i turn to in times of trial and stuff. but most of the time i dont even like rmb him at all. and i dont even refer to him in capital letters. haha i think my religion got wasted on me. it shouldve been given to someone who deserves it more

i think ive done too many bad things. even if there is no god there is karma

and i think im destined to spend my life alone. ?

i love yall gabbag. for always being here for me. i love you even more gloria cos i really want to talk to you now and i know you want to be here but you cannot but i understand and i still love you anyway

ok now i have sth to confess. the clique book is rotting in my house. (:

ahaha ok i think if i blog any further i will start bawling haha cos im currently in a v self-piteous kinda state. and my nose is alr clogged enough as it is and im abit incoherent and im not v used to revealing my emotions properly. haha i need to get off before my mother sees me and thinks im mad. ok byebye yall hahah have fun later im fine i just need some time alone. ?! im contradicting myself haha i think its the medication. i donno la haha ok byebye ooh its gonna rain haha this is what we lit students call pathetic fallacy EH NINA AND YING :D the drama drama kind of weather which matches your current mood. haha ok rain that time v nice to sleep one BYEBYE